Welcome to Special Forces.
Whether you realize it or not, you've already accepted the invitation to join Special Ops. The invitation came with the whole salvation package. Both men and women are in this elite unit. Each operator offers a unique set of skills for work behind enemy lines. And please note: I'm not using "Special Forces" as a metaphor ...
The Israeli Special Forces have some of the most elite counter-terrorist units in the world, and most difficult to get into. In his book, The Brotherhood of Warriors, Aaron Cohen describes the Israeli Special Forces philosophy for placing individual soldiers in specific operations:
In their tireless search for individual strengths, the Israeli Special Forces are diametrically opposed to the U.S. NavySEALS and British SAS models, with their famous emphasis on instilling mulitdimentional, broad-based skills in all Special Forces operators. In Israel, they don't try to mold everybody into all-purpose supercommandos or Hebrew-speaking versions of James Bond. Almost from the outset at [Counter-Terrorism] School, the instructors start making talent-driven decisions to determine who should fulfill which missions. Certain guys were physically suited to playing a woman or an old man; others delivered the Palestinian dialect so convincingly they could engage in more interactive undercover roles without ever tipping their hand; guys with superior marksmanship or driving skills worked the perimeter without donning a fake beard or opening their mouths to speak Arabic...
Cohen ends with this:
The Special Forces philosophy became: Cultivate individual strengths, look for natural talent. Don't waste time and resources forcing a square peg into a round hole."
What unique set of strengths do you bring to the mission. Can you look back over your story to see how God has been trying to call those strengths out?